Decision

I think i know what i need to do in order for me to be better and happier. Many decisions have been made but seeing as who i am i will probably change my mind. Like i can't seem to stick with my decisions and my decisions are not bad, its good for me. It will just be heartbreaking to me but it has to be done:[ I don't know, i really don't want to make this one particular special decision. I guess it needs to be made because nothing is the same between us anymore. I don't really know yet.. i'm still thinking and just waiting it out to see how things get. I don't want to give up this just yet.