break down

I cracked today. My head hurts right now and i feel a bit dizzy. ugh today wasn't a good day, i didn't get any of my work done. and to top that off i got in a fight with my dad at kevins house in front of everybody.. like he made some remark and i just like broke down, tears coming fast. I didn't realized i was actually sobbing and couldn't stopped crying. eventually i calmed down but when i got home i started to cry some more. so many people telling me what to do... i don't know which one to take advice from. why can't people understand that i CAN'T talk to parents at all. no matta how i wish i have a close relationship with them and be able to talk to them about almost everything, it wont happen. whatever, i'll just deal with it. go with the damn flow. it is what it is.