what to do

what to do what to do what to do....
so many to do, so little time. no, NO time at all. i have really got to get my mind on school. i need to FOCUS! no matter how many times i tell myself that i have to get my act together and start working, i don't do anything to change it. basically i am screwed right now. my grade for english is prolly slipping down and i have a D in chem which i have done nothing to raise it. as for chinese class, i neeed to catch up BAD. only three more weeks of school left and i absolutely cannot think about having fun and start to completely slack off. I still NEED to do work to raise my grades. i know i wont get a 3.0 gpa:[ but hopefully its higher than 2.5. Senior year... omfg. i am so going to put myself in a control box. No slacking off, giving up, procrastinating, being lazy and not giving a fuck. i hate you myspace, twitters, and blogspot. they are major distraction. i need to keep my goals and actually start achieving it.
and i am constantly so tired! tired of everything and life.. i have no energy to do anything which is the cause of my little downfall in school and in life. this is sorta how i feel right now with school..

the more you learn,
the more you know,
the more you know,
the more you forget,
the more you forget,
the less you know
so... why learn

i need to be more of this.

"i am too positive
to be doubtful.
too optimistic
to be fearful.
and too determined
to be defeated. "