so..

tomorooww is sadies!
and me, angela dont know what to plan for pre-sadies... it sucks in rowland:/ nothing fun to do and nowhere to go. gah! well i'm excited! hopefully tomorrow will be a goood day cause this week sucked so far.. i'm having doubts and i am realllly confused, i have no idea what is going on... i wish everything will go back to normal and get better :[
ohmygod! afjafjagkd;gksdk; ugh.. i need somebody to just listen to me, someone i can vent to.. all this feeling, thought, emotions i'm keeping in is breaking me down! and it is not good cause i want to change and be more postive but all negatives. i'm sucha dissappointment:[ i want to be happy please can't i be happy?! maybe i'm the one that makes my life this way when i can make it to be a good life..
SOMEBODY! my sister, boyfriend, family, best friend, friends... just hear me out, you don't need to talk or say anything. i need to vent, get it out.