well anyways

today was track meet at west covina, our first league meet! sadly we lost:[ that's okay we got three more and i PR my triple jump!! yay, 25 feet and 3 1/2 inches. i knoow its not good but it was my first time making it and i had troubles getting it right. man i was so happy but that died down fast cause no one really seemed to care. oh well:/ i know theres practice tomorrow but hoping its short so i can have some energy for sadies. there is a track meet this saturday at APU, i don't know if i am going or not. i'm kinda hoping i'm not but a lil bit wanting to go. well we'll see because this saturday i gotta go to rose hills, to see my grandpa. i really want to go, we only go like once a year.. thats why i'm hoping i am not going to the meet. also i might get a haircut this weekend at chinatown. even though i hate to get my haircut there, the only choice i got. they better not mess up hair and satisfy.
all right, i gotta go shower now and do my homework!

there's something that i can't get off my mind...
do i push people away?