Momma.

i think i got a case of bitchassness today. Cause i was bitchy at everyone and like i was just irritated at every little thing. May it be that my period is coming? cause my boobs are hurting.. Most def it is. Hopefully i get it before prom and it'll be done with when prom day comes. OH! its mothers day today! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM! i'm sad i didn't really get her anything but then again i never really got her anything before. but me and my sister went to a flower shop and got her a bouquet of red carnations. Mommas face was surprised and she was all smiles when we gave it to her:]] yay! next year for sure i will definitely do something for her cause she deserves it. And i hardly tell her how much i love her and how appreciative i am for her. I don't show her i care for her so much. dang, i'm not that good of a daugher:/ oh well its how it is in the family anyways. Even though i don't do much for her doesn't mean i don't love her. I do love my mother dearly and would be devasted if something were to happen to her and not having her there in my life. i'm grateful to have a mother like mine. My mom cooks for me and provides me with all this wonderful things i have. She's the only working and she is a very hardworker trying to keep the house up and going. Making sure we have food to eat and a house to live in. Sure we argue and contantly bitch at each other, and moments when i'm thinking that my mom is such a bitch and i hate her. it goes away fast and is forgotten. I know me and my mom don't have an open relationship and we aren't best of friends.. i wish we can have that but its hard when we have different beliefs in things and dont agree with some things. My mom is like a old fashioned kind of person and obviously i'm more in this century than she will ever be. Thats okay though. I still love my mom regardless of everything and very appreciative of her cause without her i wouldn't be here. Thank you mom for having me in this world:]